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sleeping in and eating constantly and napping. i didn’t realize how much shit i was carrying around in my head and heart leaving town. i got here on thursday. it’s late monday night and i’m finally feeling like i can deal again. i’ve done some cooking for the folks and some [...]

big d. made it here yesterday afternoon.

the first thing i noticed as i came in the garage at my dad’s place were the 40 odd boxes that i shipped here from california. i didn’t want to spend any money on my boxes, so i pilfered the pine tree circle every other day and [...]

i’ve settled down for the night in pecos, texas. if you look ’shithole’ up in wikipedia you will see a photo of pecos, texas. here are a few of mine:

it’s hard to see, but the cowboy in the second horse shot is on his cell.
there’s a rodeo going on that I [...]

i’m up earlier than i feel like being up. this room was freezing last night. ironic since it was still over 100 when i pulled in at 9 o’clock last night. maybe i’ll get a jump on the heat today. when you’re driving across country on the southern path during a [...]

i arrived in california on thanksgiving day, 1995. i left today, june 24th, 2008.
i said too many goodbyes, had too many beers, laid awake for too many hours. i’m tired. blue, lonely, and tired. i just left my home all over again.
watching sportscenter in a motel 6 in casa grande, arizona [...]

i’ll no longer be a californian. it’s always been a weird sort of pride for me to be this midwestern kid from a shittly little town who could say he lived in california. not that i did anything spectacular out here or anything. no record label parties or trips to the mansion [...]